It is official

I'm loosing my mind. I have never missed a class because I forgot what time it started. Well today was a first. I thought my class started at 5...false it started at 4. I'm not supposed to loose my mind til I'm older. What in the world? There are a couple things that could contribute to this mistake:
1. I stayed up til 230 about four nights in a row.
2. I keep thinking about the Hunger Games and city creek
3. It's beginning to be the end of the semester and I have a lot of things due

But really I think I'm just loosing my mind. Hope everyone can be patient with me.

choosing happiness

So I woke up today with a smile on my face. I was dead tired because I was up too late...but I was happy about life. I had a week a bit ago where a lot of my weaknesses were more apparent to others then I thought...and I was kinda annoyed cause I thought I was keeping it together better. But after that week, I thought about how my life and where I was at and if I was truly happy like I was telling everyone. And my conclusion was yes, I was truly happy. I may not have everything in my life I want...but I feel like I'm progressing and slowly getting to where I want to be. I'm happy because life is great. Even though hard things happen, there is always reasons to be happy. I want to always choose happiness in my life. Days are brighter, the simple things are sweeter and time feels like a gift. I may not be perfect, and I am not always good at expressing myself the way I want to be seen as...but that is okay. I rather laugh at myself then cry, and I seem to get over things faster that way. I do love life. I do love that tomorrow I get to wake up and have another day to live and choose happiness.

I should blog

I really have gotten out of the habit of blogging. Sometimes I think about doing it, but nothing comes to my mind.

Well last weekend I got to go on a cruise with my work! It was our Christmas bonus this year, and it was sure a treat! My brother in law works with me, so my sister and their baby girl came along too! It was really chill, but I loved it! Here are some pics...

So pretty much I go to work, go to school, play soccer and hang out with different people. Life is good and simple. This semester has been going by really fast, I'm so surprised its March already! Soon it'll be April and then it'll be summer time! Woot. We all know how I live for summer weather :)

Hey it's Leap Year

I'm going on a cruise this weekend. Yep. To Mexico. For this years Christmas bonus my work is going on a cruise! I'm pretty excited. I'll take pictures and report back...don't worry :)

Sister

I love my sisters. Sometimes they think I don't because our personalities are so different...but I really love them.

Lisa moved home. I have a roommate now! It's kinda exciting. I sure do love our talks we have about life. She is pretty cool...I kinda like her :)

a rambling of thoughts

So in past years (except last year) I have hated Valentines Day. For some reason...this year I don't mind it. Yes, I'm single and I rather not be...but for some reason all I can do is be grateful. There is so much love in my life and so many things to be happy about.

I feel like each day I'm getting closer to the person I want to become. I'm pretty happy most days and just feel confident about my future. Getting into the Special Education program has really confirmed my desires to work in that field and am just excited to go down this road.

Something that has come to my awareness is that I'm smart. I'm not being cocky, but I'm just amazed at what my brain can do. I know its is because my Heavenly Father has blessed me. So because of that I want to use my brain for the best things in life. I have really wanted to apply myself in my classes and really learn the material my teachers present to me. I want to use my knowledge and understanding for great things.

I've started reading "Jesus the Christ." I love it and would recommend anyone to read it. I know My Savior lived and died for me and learning about His life makes me grateful and happy. I get excited each night that I get to read more of this amazing book and learn more of the Saviors life. 

I'm truly happy for my friends right now that are graduating, getting married, having babies and just having really fun, exciting adventures in their lives. I know my time will come for all those...but right now the focus is on my friends and I couldn't be more ecstatic for all of them! I rejoice in my friends happiness and am so grateful to be parts of all their lives right now.

Well here is to a HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all those lovers out there. May it be a happy day, full of kind words and appreciation to one another.

one day

One day there will be someone who will want me just as much as I want them.

One day he will tell me he's been waiting for me all his life.

One day he will never let me go because he knows it'll be the biggest mistake of his life.

One day I'll have my own love story to tell.

One day.