Lazy Writer

So I'm writing this while procrastinating going to work...but I felt like writing. I don't know what about yet...but there are things on my mind.

Lately my summer has been full of work, lots of sleeping, lots of playing, lots of joy, lots of laughter, some boating, some vacationing, some romance, some heart ache, some reading, a little organizing, a little preparing for the fall and a little bit of thinking.

It's been a good summer, I can't complain. I've been to Zion, California, and will be going to Moab in August. I don't love my job, but I need the money. I do love my naps, but know I need to be awake more of my life. There are things that have changed me this summer, and I think it's for the better. I've said this before, but I'm so excited to start in my new major in the fall. The next year I'll be in classes, but I don't care! I feel like my life is headed in a good direction. I like who I am. There are things I need to work on, but I love that I'm able to see that.

Someone told me this summer that they think I'm someone who wants to be a free spirit. And I would have to agree. But I think that's me, I'm part of complete opposites in my head...and they are constantly battling it out. I have dreams of just traveling the world...but then the other half of me knows I need money to do that. I want to be crazy and fun, but then the other half of me is content with being chill and clam. I look at a lot of people who are those free spirits and I envy them...but at the same time I'm totally just grateful to have those people as my friends!

I wish I was better at blogging like I once was, but there are just so many other ways I'm sharing my life that it's hard to keep them all updated. So for those who still check my blog, thank you and sorry I've become a lazy writer!