Call me dramatic....a drama queen....or what not....but sometimes there are lyrics of songs that just describe exactly how I feel sometimes....like this one:
Starting Now by Ingrid Michealson
I want to crawl back inside my mother's womb
I want to sut out all the lights in this room
I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
Scrub away all these thoughts that I think of you
So life moves slowly when you're waiting for it to boil
Feel like I watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But I recount the countless tears that I lost for you
But before you finally go (before you go)
There's one thing you should know:
That I promise
Starting now I'll never know your name
Starting now I'll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world
I want to crawl back inside my bed of sin
I want to burn the sheets that smell like your skin
Instead I'll wash them just like kitchen rags with stains
Spinning away every piece that remains of you.
But before you finally go (before you go)
There's one thing you should know
That I promise:
Starting now I'll never know your name
Starting now I'll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world
It's my world, it's not ours anyone more
It's my world, its not our anyone more
Starting now I'll never know your name
Starting now I'll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world
Thank you Ingrid....I couldn't have said it any better.
