Bear Lake

I went to Bear Lake for the first time. I'd give it 4/5 stars (Lake Powell is a 7/5 stars, and Deer Creek is a 3/5 stars...just to give you an idea). I had a lot of fun. Went boating (of course), played games, hiked around a bit, watched the stars and threw hatchets. I'm back from this vacation for only less then 24 hrs and then I'm off to Lake Powell for a week. But I had to check in and tell you all...I'm having a blast!

I gave her warning for this picture...and still this is her face she wished to express

One year ago

A year ago my heart was shattered into a million pieces. A year ago I thought I could not go on. A year ago I started to cry myself to sleep for 3 weeks straight. A year ago I thought I would never trust or love again.

A year later my heart is healed. A year later I have found I did go on, and life moved right along with me. A year later I haven't cried about my broken engagement for a while. A year later I have found myself trusting and loving again.

Amazing what can happen in a year's time. Time really does heal.

Hello Summer 2011

So I ended my Spring class last Wednesday, and I feel I have just been living it up since then and a little before too. I've already done so much that has reminded me of why I love summer:

Swimming
Boating
Being with family
BBQ's
Strawberries and Creme
Star Gazing
Repelling
Mini-Soccer
Soccer outside
Wearing Sunglasses
Camp Fires
Sleeping in
Staying up late
Wearing Shorts!
Volleyball
Being Barefoot
Watching movies at night
Going to ihop late at night

I've already done some of these things multiple times :) This Thursday I am going to Bear Lake, and then Sunday I leave for Lake Powell. Oh how I love summer!!!

Cancer

My Grandpa just got diagnosed with cancer. Please pray for him. They say it is treatable, and all will be fine...but he and my Grandma could use some extra prayers their way.

June 12th

Went to a baby blessing.

Went to a farewell.

Bore my testimony in a singles ward.

Got the nerve up to ask a question to someone. Got turned down.

Was told, "If I had a ring and date then..."

Cried for a half hour thinking of how a year ago I did have a ring and a date.

Went on a scooter ride with a friend.

Laughed with friends.

Fell asleep nicely.

Decisions...

I want another pair of Tom's. I can't decide which one...my followers help me!

I want them all...but I just need one. I'm leaning towards red...but there are two different kinds that I like....

It's a new day

I found me again! I'm back and happy. I feel bi-polar, but whatever.

I was down a bit when I wrote my last post, but I'm super duper better now.

Woot.

Where did I go?

Sometimes I read past posts...I read how optimistic I am and I wonder to myself, "Where did I go?"

Right now, to be honest, I'm not feeling really optimistic. '

It is not like my life is in horrible tragedy right now. But its on repeat. I feel like the same situations keep happening to me, and I'm sick of it. I don't know if you remember this post, but yes it has happened again. I'd like to be optimistic and wish and prayer some boy will be crazy about me and just want to be more then just my friend...but right now...optimism is lacking.

D.C. and such

I think I'm going to Washington, D.C. in July. I'm really excited. It'll help my travel bug a little bit.

P.S. I don't know why I keep putting myself out there. It sure is scary. I sure hope one day it is worth it.

Summer is starting..

Last night I went repelling up American Fork, had foil dinners and saw X-Men at the midnight showing. I can't help but smile cause it is starting to feel like summer!

        

I also am realizing I'll be done with my class in less then 2 weeks :)

And...I go to Lake Powell in 23 days! Meaning I need suggestions for any books I should read...I'll have 7 days on a house boat to read and relax...I CAN'T WAIT.