Jumping in with Both Feet

I don't know how to put into words how I'm feeling...its a big mixture of feelings.

Have you ever had an experience where in the back of your mind you kinda new it wouldn't last...and then when it doesn't last and comes to an end you're completely thrown off on how depressed you are about it? Well that's how I'm feeling right now. I felt guarded in this experience...but some how I still ended up jumping into the situation with both feet. I don't know how to put a toe in at a time...someone show me! So of course I come out wounded and a bit down about it.

Well, its a good thing I just need to handle one day at time...otherwise I'd go crazy. 

Friday the 13th

I have some of the funnest friends. True story.

Last night we bundled up and went to the Alpine Cemetery. Which was filled with stories, laughing, sound effects from phones and freezing our toes off. After we went and got hot chocolate and ended the night with a scary movie. Mostly it wasn't a scary night, but filled with good memories and laughter!

It was a good night.

I use to want to

I use to want to blog. But lately (especially after Europe), nothing feels worth blogging about. My life isn't boring. I'm back at school, applying for my new major, living at home and balancing a social life. Just all kinda typical. I've been happier then ever for couple months now. No major change in my life, except I just try to be better at the little things at life. Each day I try to improve me, maybe no one else notices, but I feel I'm becoming a better person. I've said it before, but I'm excited for 2012 and what things will come my way this year. I know sometime this year I'll have something worth blogging about.


...or maybe Europe was the highlight of my life.